3 months & 2 days

December 22, 2007

A life is a beautiful thing to waste

My sweet Amanda, how lost I am
without you here. How can it be
true
How can any of it be true???
Nothing I say nothing I do

How do I go on? I have lost so much.
I lost both of my sisters too.
I can't stand this
I am reduced to a puddle
of garbage on the floor
with one foot in Heaven
I want to to be there
but I can't
I can't leave your brother
and sister
like you left us.

Amanda Amanda Amanda
I love you so
I'll never let you go!!!!!!