The Holidays

Journal excerpt November 16, 2007

I want to be allowed to be happy during these times. I want to bask in the warmth of the blessings that are mine, right now, today.
Suzanne, Kurtis, my children.
She is healed
She is whole
There are no holes in her heart and soul
anymore. No voids to fill. No longings for love for a daddy.
no questions unanswered.
she is whole.
she is always with me.